Vesper Light

The ramblings of a 18 year old boy. Who happens to be gay. Recent Convert to the Episcopal Church .I overthink too much. I aprire to become an Episcopal Seminarian (Eventually Priest). I am an absolute Eric Whitacre fan. This blog is really an expression of who I am and what I like.... talk to me if ya want :)

As I Stumble Along...: The Nicene Creed

myadventuresinoddity:

We believe in one God,
the Father, the Almighty,
maker of heaven and earth,
of all that is, seen and unseen.

We believe in one Lord, Jesus Christ,
the only Son of God,
eternally begotten of the Father,
God from God, Light from Light,
true God from true God,
begotten, not made,
of one…

Seeking You as a precious jewel
Lord to give up, I’d be a fool
You are my all in all

—(via jerawesome)

My favorite song….

how-great-thou-art:

You are my strength when i am weak

You are the treasure that i seek

You are my all in all

Seeking you as a precious jewel

Lord to give up I’d be a fool

You are my all in all

Shine Jesus Shine

Lord the Light or Your Love is shining,
In the midst of the darkness shining,
Jesus light of the world shine upon us,
Set us free by the truth You now bring us,
Shine on me. Shine on me.

Shine Jesus shine
Fill this land with the Father’s glory
Blaze, Spirit blaze,
Set our hearts on fire
Flow, river flow
Flood the nations with grace and mercy
Send forth Your word
Lord and let there be light.

Lord I come to Your awesome presence,
From the shadows into Your radiance,
By the blood I may enter Your brightness,
Search me, try me, consume all my darkness,
Shine on me. Shine on me.

As we gaze on Your kindly brightness.
So our faces display Your likeness.
Ever changing from glory to glory,
Mirrored here may our lives tell Your story.
Shine on me. Shine on me.

I have a HUGE Theological crush on N.T Wright…..

I am theologically somewhat moderate/conservative so I identify with him greatly. The only thing I really disagree with him on is his views on the LGBT community. I can’t stop listening to his theological lectures…..

chihayahearts:

jaclcfrost:

if i was in a fictional universe i wouldn’t be the main character i’d probably be that friend of the main character who lacks supernatural powers or special abilities but makes up for it with sarcasm and really lame one-liners

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The Bible does not regard impulses to sin that arise from within oneself in the same neutral way [that it regards being tested by God or one’s environment]. Instead, it views these inner impulses as manifestations of an inward sinful nature. This is seen most clearly in Jesus’ Sermon on the Mount in Matthew, where Jesus declares that looking at a woman with lust is the same as adultery (Matt. 5:28); he also likens the inner experience of anger toward one’s brother to murder (Matt. 5:21-22)…In all these verses that speak of inward impulses, the neutral sense of ‘testing’ doesn’t provide an adequate understanding. Such impulses are seen in Scripture as manifestations of a sinful nature and are to be resisted in the same way that sinful actions are to be avoided (see Matt. 26: 41; Mark 14:8; Luke 22:40, 46; 1 Cor. 7:5; Gal. 6:1; 1 Tim. 6:9)

[Therefore], If same-sex erotic acts are always morally wrong, then the impulse to engage in those acts is also a manifestation of a disordered and sinful inner state. Focusing on behavior alone—and regarding as neutral the “preference” or inclination toward such behaviors—simply cannot be justified from Scripture, particularly from the teaching of Jesus in the Sermon on the Mount. If the acts are sinful, all inclinations to such acts are to be understood as manifestations of a sinful nature, and are to be resisted as such.

If we take the teaching of Jesus and the rest of Scripture seriously, such distinctions between impulse and action don’t carry the same importance in the presence of God, who searches the heart (see 1 Chron. 29:17; Ps. 139:23; Jer. 17:10). Before God, if an action is wrong, the inward impulse toward that action is equally culpable. ANger is the same as murder, lust the same as adultery. Unless divine grace transforms us throughout, we cannot find wholeness before God.

[T]he attempt by some traditionalists to bracket sexual orientation and to focus only on sexual behavior is ultimately untenable, even if it may seem necessary or benevolent from a pastoral point of view. Where does one draw the line? Where does the sinful impulse begin? Is it when gay or lesbian persons experience a desire for friendships with others of the same sex, admiration for another’s physical beauty, the tendency to frequently think about another person, the persistent desire to be with another person, the desire to be touched by another, the desire to kiss or be kissed, or the desire for still more intimate sexual contact? For most gay and lesbians persons, these desires are part of the same continuum, and they cannot always be readily distinguished from each other.

James Brownson, Bible Gender Sexuality


Interesting and powerful thoughts.  If homosexual acts are sinful, then it only stands to reason that a desire to engage in homosexual acts (whatever those are) is sinful.  It doesn’t make sense for the Church to acknowledge the sinlessness and moral neutrality of sexual orientation, but preach the sinfulness of acting in accord with one’s sexual orientation.   

But if homosexuality as an orientation is not sinful, then how can homosexual acts be sinful?  

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